My Simple Thoughts: New Beginning

Okay banyak benda jadi taw while I'm not around in this blogging world. Banyak sangatttt. First things first. Kak long dah tukar kerja baru. Am not saying that I don't love that company. It's just I think I've been in comfort zone sampai kerja pun ikut mood aku nak buat. I want to do something adventurous and gain new experience. Well Alhamdulillah berkat doa mak utk anak derhaka dia ni and izin Allah, aku dapat offer kat Language Centre area Ampang. Bila dh kerja sini, aku nak belajar banyak benda. Aku nak belajar marketing, nak belajar recruiting, nak belajar company operation. Sebab aku nak bukak centre sendiri. Insya Allah. Okayy dahh citer pasal kerja. Secondly, pasal aku dengan V. Kitorang officially break up December last year. Tapi sebab wa bodoh sangat and masih percaya yang he will change, aku pun tunggu laa dia. Then, bila aku dapat taww dia hanya gunakan aku untuk balas dendam kat mak aku, aku terus mcm fuck off gila. Maksud dia mcm ni. Mak yang break kan kitorang and dia tak boleh terima because my mum does not want to listen to any of his explanations. Yelaa time tu kaan mcm sial je kan perasaan. Konon sayang. Tapi sebenarnye dah xde sezarah sayang pun. Simpati je ada. Okay so lama-lama, aku pun start laa cari rebound. Bila dah jumpa perangai mcm nokharom lagi. So buat people nearby plak kt wechat tu. Okay, mampos arr korang nak cakap aku desperado ke ape. Tapi aku buat semua ni sbb aku dah tanak turn back to him and hurt myself again and again sampai mampos! Saje arr kawan-kawan kann. Tapi dorang ni semua bukan boleh percaya punnn. Konon sayang. Lepas tu melayang. ~~Mcm sial je.~~ Dipendekkan cerita, aku macam tetibe plak kan taw taw je dah boleh tangkap leleh plak kat mamat ni. Sepupu-sepupu aku even close friends cakap muka kitorang sama. Tapi tataw laa. Tapi somehow aku pun rasa dia tu kinda my reflections. Haaa gitu kateko.

Apa yang sama? Aku rasa xde langsung

Dia laki yang dah stable laa. Ada rumah sendiri, keta sendiri, kerja pun okayy. ~~Utagha men always turns me on.~~ We like each other. Bila dah selalu sangat ada boipreng ni aku boleh gak laa sket sket taw dia ni boleh pakai ke x. Menurut pertimbangan aku, dia ni masih boleh digunapakai. Tapi tataw laa in the future kannn. I just hope things will go as smooth as possible. Thanks jugak laa kat kitab terfaktab tu. Somehow their books help me alot to move on and jadi orang matang sket in relationship. K dahh. Enjoy the pictures.