Dissapointing

Assalamualaikum and Hi!

Finally, I showed my disappointment in front of them. I couldn't bear it anymore. I wanted to scream. I wanted to tell them everything that I feel about them. But I couldn't. I couldn't do that due to policy that has been made by this company. I gave up. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't have the courage to be here. To be with them. I am not a good teacher. I tried to be one, but it seems so difficult when you've gotta face those children who don't have self-empathy. They don't even have humanity. Gosh! To whom I can share this? I wanna run. I don't even want to look at their faces. I love them. I want them to be part of this world. I want them to succeed in life even though they can't get proper education.I want them to be recognized by people who downgraded them. But I just can't. I can't do that anymore.